I have dreams where I consume things that I usually never eat in massive quantities. The last time it was half my body weight in some kind of meat; I’m a vegetarian. With my greasy fingers I set the fat slicked bones on a window sill to dry for jacks. On my MONA trip I fed a three week old lamb cows milk from a plastic soft drink bottle with a teat on it. He sucked it down eagerly, splashing milk on my stockinged knees, while I murmured to him “Hi, darling. I love you,”.